September 6, 2008 10:56am
I took another big break from writing in here, didn’t I? It just didn’t feel necessary. I’ve been too busy enjoying life to write about it. There hasn’t been anything out of the ordinary happening – the new normal, I guess. We’ve been moving on, same as always. We’ve been checking out each new town, and I’ve gone to the club with him a few nights, and stayed back a few nights, depending on what I feel like doing.
Things are still WONDERFUL between us. We still haven’t had sex, and he’s not pushing me about it. We sometimes share a bed now, but we just cuddle and sleep, and if I get uncomfortable with it, I just move over to the other bed and sleep the rest of the night there. I know he wants to, and sometimes in the middle of the night I can feel him against me, but he seems to just sense that I want to wait, and so he doesn’t ask about it. His kisses are sooooo sexy, though. I’d forgotten just how sensual a really good kiss can be. It can be like just barely brushing up against silk with your bare skin one moment, and the next it’s like you’re being swallowed whole. I love how unexpected his kisses are. I never know whether they’ll be gentle or whether it’s going to be so passionate that I’m not sure he’ll be able to hold himself back.
We go for long walks, holding hands or with his arm around me. I can’t believe how wonderful this all is. I swear, some days it’s like living in a romance novel. Finally, something good is happening to me.